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Theo arrives in Golden without offering much of a past. At a coffeehouse he notices pencil portraits of local people, begins buying them one by one, and insists that every drawing be delivered to the person depicted.

The gifts create meetings that would not otherwise happen. Theo listens while shopkeepers, families, artists, and neighbours explain the private griefs and ordinary decisions that sit behind faces everyone in town already thinks they know.

Golden gradually becomes a web of stories rather than a backdrop. The novel pays close attention to handwritten letters, shared meals, small acts of money and time, and the difference between looking at someone and making them feel seen.

Theo of Golden is Allen Levi's first novel. Its mystery is not built around exposing Theo, but around watching generosity move through a community and change both the recipient and the person who chooses to give.

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PRO­LOGUE

Theo was in Golden for only a year, from spring­time to spring­time. He ar­rived just be­fore Easter, when the Bough­ery and the Prom­e­nade were an ocean of dog­wood blooms and aza­leas. When pollen set­tled like a lemon patina on ev­ery ex­posed sur­face in the city.

Over time, his friends would learn that he had a great fond­ness for rivers. Be it the Douro of his child­hood, the Seine of his glory days, the Hud­son of his re­tire­ment, or the half dozen oth­ers that flowed through his var­i­ous home­towns, he had a ri­par­ian in­stinct that seemed to draw him to­ward mov­ing wa­ter. Grow­ing up in a mar­itime na­tion might have had some­thing to do with it. Per­haps ev­ery son of Por­tu­gal has the so­journ­ing spirit of Mag­el­lan in his blood.

What­ever the rea­son, it is not sur­pris­ing that he chose to live be­side the Oxbow when he was in Golden. From his back win­dow, fac­ing west, he could see it at any hour of the day. From just out­side his back door, three sto­ries up, he could hear it. Or so he said. At ev­ery place or any hour, with his eyes closed, he could feel it, could sense its de­ter­mined pur­suit of the gulf, its wind­ing jour­ney south, its glad march to the At­lantic.

Only a year. Not so long. But long enough to cre­ate a cur­rent of his own and to catch oth­ers in it. With­out know­ing it, a whole cadre — Asher, Tony, Ellen, Basil, dozens of oth­ers — was be­ing car­ried along by the vor­tex that was Theo.

Float­ing.

Sail­ing.

Gath­er­ing mass and mo­men­tum.

Run­ning to an ocean they knew lit­tle about at the time.

And look­ing back, all would have said — in praise of that old Por­tuguese man with the lilt in his voice and the hint of a smile con­stantly on his lips — “our hearts,” to use the preacher’s words, “our hearts burned within us.”

CHAP­TER 1

On his first full day in Golden, Theo woke early, pulled back the cur­tains of his ho­tel room, and looked out over the south­ern dawn. He had ar­rived the pre­vi­ous af­ter­noon from his home in New York City, where win­ter, with a news­wor­thy late-sea­son mix­ture of snow and ice, was in full fury. The flight to At­lanta (on a pri­vate jet) and the drive far­ther south to Golden (in a chauf­feur-driven Lin­coln Town Car) had trans­ported him to a world of warmth, abloom in myr­iad shades of green, yel­low, laven­der, and pink.

Now, wak­ing from a night of rest­ful sleep, he stood inches from the win­dow and breathed deeply, as if he might some­how in­hale the fresh­ness of morn­ing through the panes of glass. He gazed ad­mir­ingly at the first touches of spring­time.

His eyes moved west­ward to the broad, me­an­der­ing flow of the Oxbow River. A rib­bon of fog hov­ered over the wa­ter.

From three sto­ries up and through the dim light be­fore sun­rise, Theo rec­og­nized many of the land­marks he had stud­ied in prepa­ra­tion for his trip: the cob­ble­stone streets, the Iron Works, the old cot­ton ware­houses, the an­te­bel­lum oaks.

But three sto­ries up was not nearly close enough for some­one of his in­quis­i­tive dis­po­si­tion. He dressed com­fort­ably, in­spected him­self in the mir­ror, straight­ened his col­lar and scarf, and turned off the lights. He hung a “Do Not Dis­turb” sign on the door han­dle and took the stairs to the ho­tel lobby. He tipped his hat to the desk clerk and stepped out into the cool morn­ing, ea­ger to walk the streets be­fore they be­came busy with foot traf­fic and au­to­mo­biles.

Other than a cof­fee shop and a small diner, the busi­nesses along Broad­way were closed. Theo had the side­walk al­most en­tirely to him­self as he be­gan his walk.

He had no par­tic­u­lar des­ti­na­tion or goal in mind. When­ever he saw an ob­ject or sight that in­ter­ested him — and he was a man very eas­ily in­ter­ested — he paused and lin­gered un­til his cu­rios­ity was sat­is­fied.

He was, for in­stance, in­ter­ested in the or­na­men­tal iron­work on the fa­cade of the cor­ner build­ing. Who made it? When? How?

He was in­ter­ested in the com­po­si­tion of the bricks in the old but well-pre­served build­ing that now housed a col­lege ad­mis­sions of­fice.

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He was in­ter­ested in the plaque that told the story of the me­dian, called the Prom­e­nade, that ran down the mid­dle of Broad­way. (Wher­ever he lived or trav­eled, Theo made a habit of read­ing his­toric mark­ers, some­thing he was able to do pro­fi­ciently in five lan­guages.)

He was in­ter­ested in a sculp­ture, of mod­ern vin­tage, near the en­trance of the uni­ver­sity nurs­ing school.

He took par­tic­u­lar in­ter­est in a small bird that perched and begged for crumbs from a bench along the side­walk.

Theo stopped, bent slightly at the waist with his hands clasped be­hind him, and whis­pered to the im­plor­ing crea­ture. “I’m sorry, dear fel­low, but I have noth­ing to give you this morn­ing. Per­haps to­mor­row? And stop com­plain­ing. Be glad you’re not in New York to­day.”

He picked up an empty beer bot­tle and put it in a nearby trash can.

At one point, he took out a small mag­ni­fy­ing glass, a loupe, from his pocket to study a pur­plish aza­lea bloom.

And on and on.

Those punc­tu­a­tions of in­ter­est turned Theo’s walk into a crawl. By the time he had gone a mere two blocks, morn­ing traf­fic was steady, the side­walks were be­gin­ning to buzz with stu­dents and busi­ness­peo­ple, and the park­ing spa­ces on both sides of the Prom­e­nade, which had been va­cant ear­lier, were al­most full.

But not to worry.

On this day, and for the fore­see­able fu­ture, Theo had no dead­lines, no meet­ings, and no obli­ga­tions. He was at lib­erty to en­joy the care­free­ness of un­fet­tered flex­i­bil­ity and com­plete anonymity. He was a mere tourist.

He did not know a soul in the town.

Well… per­haps one.

He was not yet cer­tain how long he would be there — weeks, months, longer? — but in very short or­der, he was pleased with the feel of his new tem­po­rary home.

First im­pres­sion: a very pleas­ant place to be, and ap­pro­pri­ately named.

Golden.

CHAP­TER 2

As Theo con­cluded his stroll along Broad­way, he re­turned to the small cof­fee shop he had passed ear­lier that morn­ing. The aroma of caf­feine hung like a scented cloud (and func­tioned as highly ef­fec­tive ad­ver­tis­ing) at the en­trance to the busi­ness.

A painted win­dow­pane next to the door iden­ti­fied the es­tab­lish­ment in gold let­ters out­lined in black:

The Chal­ice

Light Street and Broad­way

Mon­day through Thurs­day, 6 a.m. to 10 p.m.

Fri­day and Sat­ur­day, 7 a.m. to 11 p.m.

Sun­day, 8 a.m. to 6 p.m.

Once in­side, Theo took a deep breath and scanned the room.

Stand­ing, sit­ting, alone and in small clus­ters of var­i­ous gen­er­a­tions, eth­nic­ity, and at­tire, peo­ple of all sorts had gath­ered in wit­ness to the shop’s mag­netic pull.

A young man leav­ing the build­ing with a cello on his back and a cof­fee in hand skill­fully nav­i­gated the ta­bles and the in­com­ing cus­tomers with oc­ca­sional whis­pers of “ex­cuse me.” He caught Theo’s eye with a side­ways glance, smiled, nod­ded, and spoke a greet­ing. Such a thing was un­usual, even sus­pect, in the big cities where Theo had spent most of his life, but he re­cip­ro­cated the ges­ture with a nod and a smile, then stepped to­ward the short line where or­ders were placed.

He sensed that he might be­come a reg­u­lar there, an in­tu­ition that proved true for the year he lived in Golden.

If only the cof­fee is as rich as the am­biance, he thought.

That wish­ful pos­si­bil­ity seemed un­likely.

Theo was used to the strong cof­fees of Eu­rope — abatanado and café pin­gado in Lis­bon, café con leche in Madrid, espresso in Bologna, café noisette in Mar­seilles. The Amer­i­can shops had of­ten dis­ap­pointed him, even in New York, where, for ev­ery ex­cel­lent cup he’d con­sumed, he had en­dured a half dozen let­downs. His stan­dards, he had been told, were rather ex­act­ing.

The old man ex­changed a greet­ing with the barista at the counter, placed his or­der, re­ceived his drink, and took a seat in a nearby arm­chair.

He was more than a lit­tle sur­prised at the qual­ity of the espresso and nod­ded ap­prov­ingly as the first sip rested on his tongue.

He stud­ied the room: the cus­tomers’ faces, their voices, greet­ings, and ges­tures; the care with which the cheer­ful barista did his work; the ac­tiv­ity from ta­ble to ta­ble.

But in short or­der, his at­ten­tion was drawn to and fixed en­tirely on the art­work that cov­ered the walls of the shop.

On the left, right, and rear walls were por­traits, ninety-two of them in to­tal, done in pen­cil on white pa­per and in black frames of three sizes. All had ob­vi­ously been done by the same artist. And, as if to re­flect the cus­tomers in the shop at that mo­ment, the col­lec­tion in­cluded a full range of hu­man­ity — age, race, and ex­pres­sion. Por­traits and por­traits and more por­traits.

Even from the dis­tance be­tween him­self and those framed faces, Theo per­ceived the rich­ness of de­tail and del­i­cacy with which they had been ren­dered. There was a qual­ity to them, an alive­ness, that would al­most make one be­lieve the peo­ple por­trayed were spec­ta­tors of the Chal­ice rather than mere adorn­ments on the walls.

The old man’s mind be­gan to spin a fan­ci­ful vi­sion: each of the ninety-two frames is a win­dow. Each face de­picted in the frames is stand­ing out­side the build­ing, peek­ing in with amuse­ment at the cus­tomers on the in­side. At night, when the shop is closed, the faces in the por­traits leave their frames, step in­side the shop, min­gle, talk about who and what they’ve seen or over­heard that day, share sto­ries, and then re­turn home by open­ing.

He smiled at the col­or­ful, if lu­di­crous, idea. Such things crossed his mind fre­quently.

He had the imag­i­na­tion of a poet.

But he had, too, the eyes and mind of a con­nois­seur. Though he was eas­ily in­ter­ested in many things, he was keenly in­ter­ested in a par­tic­u­lar few. Por­trai­ture fell into that cat­e­gory.

And so, while he wanted very much to study each of the ninety-two draw­ings closely and slowly, he de­cided to wait for a more op­por­tune time, when the shop was less crowded.

For now, he drank his espresso in small, de­lib­er­ate sips. To do oth­er­wise, in his mind, would have been dis­re­spect­ful, even ir­rev­er­ent, to the barista’s art. When he fin­ished his drink, he took up his hat, saun­tered out of the shop with glances to the left and right, and re­turned to the ho­tel.

Later that af­ter­noon, fol­low­ing lunch and a nap, Theo walked to the river, strolled a sec­tion of paved path­way south to north, sat for a quar­ter hour with his face sun­ward, and then made his way back to the cof­fee shop. Aside from a few ta­bles oc­cu­pied by stu­dents, the place was empty.

There was no line at the counter when Theo stepped up to place his or­der.

“Wel­come back,” the barista said. “Twice in one day.”

Theo was im­pressed that the man re­mem­bered him, es­pe­cially given the num­ber of cus­tomers who had been in the shop at rush hour ear­lier in the day.

“My dear fel­low, you made a su­perb espresso this morn­ing. Well done and thank you. Per­fectly je ne sais quoi. I have re­turned for the en­core.”

The younger man chuck­led. He didn’t of­ten hear French in the Chal­ice. “Well, thank you, sir. I will aim to make this one even bet­ter. If it’s not just right, please let me know. My name is Shep. And you are…?”

Shep reached a hand across the counter. The old man grasped it in both of his. “My friends call me Theo. It is very nice to meet you.”

Shep noted the pre­cise enun­ci­a­tion and for­eign ac­cent in the old man’s speech.

“And you as well. What brings you to Golden?”

“I am here on busi­ness. But right now I’m very in­ter­ested in the por­traits.” Theo ges­tured to­ward the walls. “I no­ticed them this morn­ing and am back to look at them more closely. Can you tell me about them?”

By then a group of four women had en­tered the shop and formed a line be­hind Theo.

“I’ll be glad to, Mr. Theo, soon as I get a break. But here’s some­thing that will get you started. It might an­swer some of your ques­tions. And I want you to tell me about you when we get a minute.”

Shep handed Theo a lo­cal mag­a­zine, The Gold Stan­dard. On the cover was a pic­ture of the cof­fee shop, taken at the en­trance through a fish­eye lens that caught all three walls — left, right, rear — and most of the por­traits. In the cen­ter of the pic­ture stood Shep and an­other lean, slightly gray-headed man, dressed in jeans, a T-shirt, and a tweed jacket. The cap­tion read, “The Art of the Chal­ice.”

Theo opened the mag­a­zine, turned to the ar­ti­cle, and be­gan read­ing.

It be­gan as a lark. A “what if?”

A “would you?”

A “maybe.”

Cof­fee shop as art gallery.

But that is what the Chal­ice, one of the city’s most pop­u­lar down­town busi­nesses, has be­come in re­cent months. Lo­cated at the cor­ner of Light Street and Broad­way, the Chal­ice is owned and op­er­ated by Shep and Ad­die Carlile, both na­tives of Golden.

They bought the un­oc­cu­pied three-story build­ing dur­ing the early days of the down­town re­nais­sance and, for al­most a year, spent week­ends and free time ren­o­vat­ing the ground floor. When the build­ing was fi­nally com­pleted, they left their bank jobs, ap­pren­ticed at an up­scale cof­fee shop in At­lanta for two months to learn the art of cof­fee, and even­tu­ally opened their doors to strong sales and five-star re­views. The Chal­ice of­fers a lim­ited pre­mier as­sort­ment of drinks and light pas­tries.

Since the shop’s open­ing, a loyal clien­tele has led to a thriv­ing busi­ness. Its lo­ca­tion — within two blocks of per­for­mance venues, restau­rants, re­tail busi­nesses, the court­house, and Golden Uni­ver­sity’s School of Art and De­sign — pro­vides the Chal­ice with a steady stream of cus­tomers. Go any day at any hour, and you’ll see a va­ri­ety of faces among the pa­trons.

Some of those faces never leave the room!

The Chal­ice is a few streets away from the home and stu­dio of Asher Glis­sen, also a na­tive of Golden and one of its most prom­i­nent artists. Over the course of his ca­reer, he has taught pri­vate lessons, served as cu­ra­tor of the Bred­low Cen­ter for the Arts, il­lus­trated nu­mer­ous ad pieces and pe­ri­od­i­cals, and be­come renowned as a mas­ter of por­trai­ture.

When the cof­fee shop opened, Glis­sen was one of the first cus­tomers in line. He claims to have spent a siz­able por­tion of his re­tire­ment sav­ings on cof­fee within months of the shop’s open­ing.

A year ago, the Carliles in­vited Glis­sen to dis­play some of his art­work in the shop. He took the idea and ran with it.

Shep Carlile ex­plains, “Asher said he had some­thing in mind but didn’t tell us what it was. About a month later, he showed up with half a dozen por­traits of some of our reg­u­lar cus­tomers. We were floored. It took off from there. Peo­ple love it. Some folks come in just to look at the draw­ings. We’re re­ally proud to have them here.”

There are presently 92 por­traits on dis­play. All are for sale. When one sells, an­other piece takes its place.

Glis­sen speaks of the cof­fee shop in glow­ing terms. “The Chal­ice has be­come an in­sti­tu­tion down here, a real melt­ing pot. I’ve tried to cap­ture that in the por­traits. My mother, who was an artist, used to tell me that ev­ery face is a story. I think she was right. These draw­ings are a neigh­bor­hood in their own right. It’s been a la­bor of love to bring them to­gether. I’m thank­ful that Ad­die and Shep have given them a home.”

Glis­sen can of­ten be seen at the Chal­ice and else­where down­town, cam­era in hand, pho­tograph­ing ma­te­rial for his work. If you’re in the cof­fee shop, he might well ask you to look his way. If he does, don’t be sur­prised if you be­come part of the Chal­ice gallery.

More cus­tomers en­tered the shop. While Shep pre­pared their drinks, Theo reread the ar­ti­cle, then rose from his chair and walked to the rear of the room.

A dozen por­traits, three rows of four, were hung in neat lines on the back wall. Each was a head-and-shoul­ders com­po­si­tion. Theo re­moved a pair of wire-rimmed eye­glasses from his pocket, looped them over his ears, clasped his hands be­hind his back, and be­gan to study the draw­ings from a yard away. One mo­ment his head was held down to look over the top of his eye­glasses; the next his head tilted back to look through the lenses perched at the end of his nose. An art his­to­rian at the Lou­vre could not have been more en­gaged with or en­thralled by the mas­ter­pieces at that great mu­seum than the old man was by the por­traits in the Chal­ice.

He moved closer, a foot or so from the wall, and scru­ti­nized each draw­ing down to the most in­tri­cate of pen­cil lines. He was obliv­i­ous to time and to the go­ings-on in the shop around him.

When Shep had filled all his drink or­ders, he spot­ted Theo across the room but chose not to dis­turb him. He was pleased that the old fel­low was so ab­sorbed in the art­work but was also cu­ri­ous at what might be be­hind such keen in­ter­est.

Even as a boy, Theo had been fas­ci­nated by fine lines and in­tri­cacy. Much of his child­hood was spent peer­ing through a mag­ni­fy­ing glass at feath­ers, leaves, and in­sects in the vine­yards around his home. He was be­daz­zled by spi­der­webs, drag­on­fly wings, and the un­der­sides of mush­rooms. He col­lected postage stamps and was spell­bound when he had first seen Da Vinci’s line draw­ings and sketches. As a young adult and later, it had been his habit to carry a loupe — a gift from a teacher — in his pocket in or­der to ex­am­ine small ob­jects and de­tails not vis­i­ble to the naked eye. For one like him, the por­trai­ture in the Chal­ice was an em­bar­rass­ment of riches, a trea­sure trove, a vis­ual feast.

At ev­ery frame, Theo leaned for­ward and gen­u­flected, a man trans­fixed.

He moved to the front of the shop and re­sumed his pe­rusal, once di­rectly over the heads of cus­tomers sit­ting at a ta­ble abut­ting the wall. He begged their par­don but did not al­ter his course.

For him, each face re­vealed a mood that hinted at a story and begged a ques­tion.

What is that fel­low so wor­ried about?

Why is the young woman so bash­ful?

How would I de­scribe the ex­pres­sion on that child’s face?

And how, dear God, does the artist ren­der each one so con­vinc­ingly, over and over?

As he stud­ied the pieces, Theo be­came in­creas­ingly per­plexed, trou­bled even, that so many of the por­traits were still avail­able for sale. He was baf­fled by their price tags. Only $125 for this? Only $200? They are worth far more than that. Why, he won­dered, were ninety-two por­traits of this qual­ity, at these prices, still un­sold?

He lin­gered at the por­trait of a young woman with del­i­cate fea­tures, un­smil­ing, and with eyes that looked di­rectly into his. They had a haunt­ing fa­mil­iar­ity about them. Could it be?

From her, he moved his at­ten­tion one frame to the right, to the face of a young man look­ing away from the artist at some­thing out­side the frame. What was in those dart­ing eyes? Fear? Sus­pi­cion? Con­tempt? What­ever it was, he seemed ill at ease in front of the cam­era. He wore a win­ter cap and a high col­lar that in­di­cated cold weather.

Theo had been study­ing the por­traits for al­most an hour when Shep fi­nally joined him.

“They are some­thing else, aren’t they?”

Shep was wip­ing his fin­gers on a hand towel. He nod­ded to the por­trait in front of Theo, the one of the young man with the ner­vous eyes.

“That fel­low’s been through some hard stuff. His lit­tle girl got hurt real bad in a car ac­ci­dent a while back. The mother was killed. He doesn’t come here very of­ten, but he usu­ally just wants a reg­u­lar cof­fee with room for cream. I don’t think he even knows his pic­ture is up here.”

Theo nod­ded and turned to Shep.

“Do you know all the peo­ple on the walls?”

“I know most of them at least a lit­tle bit. Some I know pretty well. Some I don’t know at all. The artist usu­ally writes their names in small let­ters on the backs of the frames, so I can tell who they are if I need to know for some rea­son. But Mr. Theo, be­fore we talk about them, please tell me about you. What’s your story? You said you’re new to town. What brings you here? Where’s home?”

Theo waved off the ques­tions be­fore giv­ing a short an­swer.

“I have lived in a num­ber of places. I was born and raised in the north of Por­tu­gal, but I have lived for many years in New York City. I still have a place there, but I’m here on a bit of busi­ness, and my home to­day is Golden. Only one day and al­ready I am very fond of your city. And Mr. Shep, I par­tic­u­larly like your shop.”

The po­litely vague an­swer hardly con­sti­tuted the story that Shep had hoped for, but he didn’t press. A fuller ver­sion would per­haps un­fold in time.

“Please, just call me Shep. That’s what my friends call me. No Mis­ter.”

“Of course, thank you. And please, call me Theo. Speak­ing of names, why the Chal­ice?”

Now it was Shep’s time to be eva­sive. “It had a nice ring to it. I’ll tell you the longer story one of these days. Did you read the ar­ti­cle about the por­traits?”

Theo nod­ded. “I did, thank you. Very in­ter­est­ing.” He handed the mag­a­zine back to Shep.

“Mr. Shep — ex­cuse me, Shep — one thing I don’t un­der­stand. Why do peo­ple not buy the por­traits?”

Shep gri­maced, then rocked his head left to right a cou­ple of times in search of a proper re­sponse. “That’s a mys­tery to me, too, Theo. I know Asher’s got plenty to do, and he prob­a­bly doesn’t need any more work, but I was hop­ing this might cre­ate some busi­ness for him. So far it hasn’t worked out that way. Not yet. We sold a good num­ber at Christ­mas last year, but I’m still wait­ing for a big break­through. I have to be­lieve that one of these days, peo­ple are go­ing to re­al­ize what a trea­sure these are. Asher did one of Ad­die — that’s my wife, Ad­de­lyn — and it’s one of my most prized pos­ses­sions. If my house ever catches fire, it’ll be one of the first things I grab on the way out.” Shep hes­i­tated. “We love hav­ing them here, but I wish some­one would come along and buy all of them.”

Theo’s eyes widened slightly. He moved his hand to his mouth, thumb un­der his chin and in­dex fin­ger tap­ping his lips.

Shep looked to­ward the counter. A cus­tomer was wait­ing to place an or­der.

“Theo, I bet­ter get back to work. Thanks for com­ing in. You know, if you be­come a reg­u­lar here, there’s a good chance you’ll end up on the wall some­day. Wel­come to Golden. In­ci­den­tally, how was the cof­fee?”

“Su­perb. Ex­cep­tion­nelle! Mar­avil­hoso!” Theo smiled, ap­plauded softly, then pat­ted Shep on the arm. He walked out of the shop, crossed the street to the me­dian, and took a seat on a bench near the foun­tain.

He thought of the un­sold por­traits.

Of the homes that would be beau­ti­fied and the lives that would be en­riched by their pres­ence.